Englishstudent
07-20-2008, 11:32 PM
I don't exactly remember the exact day I entered college, but I will never
forget the excitement I felt that day.My sister told me that I am finally
accepted and that my major is English Literature. I didn't believe it till I
attended my first class.And that class was for Ms.Carol.She's an American
teacher with a master degree in English Litrature. I remember I was late,
sitting on the back chair with a big smile on my face, listening carefully
without much understanding.I remember how scared I was knowing
that I have no chance to speak Arabic with Ms.Carol in case I misstook
in English. I had to learn English well enough to at least have a desent
conversation with my teacher. What I mostly needed to learn, is to get
over the "Co, Co, Co, " part when I couldn't pronounce "complecated".
I'm on my third level and already giving advices about college, but I
think a year and a half is almost enough to educate you in "life".For example,
the problems I had even with the A+'s I get on each course, were not easy,
and I've learned alot from them .
During my first year, I struggled to heal my broken soul. My soul couldn't find
the peace that everyone seeks for.My grandmother was suffering in the
hospital while I was sitting in my home helplessly.I had to find away to
forgive myself
and admit that I'm only a human being, and that humen beings do suffer and
do get sick, and they are helpless.that year was a happy, interesting, and at
the same time a very sad year.My soul was finally healed when my
grandmother finally rested peacefully. After that I had to control over my
anger towards my father who is anything but a good father. I could not
let this anger get over me, it's either that or i'll be forever sad. Everytime
I think about the bad affect that bad people in my life caused it to me, I think
about the truly good ones who have a good empact on my life and just forget
everything.Now, I'm looking forward to have a healthy, peacefully, pure new
year in my life, and if ever look back, it will be with a soft smile and a huge
goodbuy.
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this is a page of mine, I wrot it with no attempt to let anyone else read it too,
but I thought why not sharing? and didn't know other place to put it in other
than here.
feel free to comment
on because I'm not a native speaker and I could be wrong in the spelling,
grammar issue :rolleyes:
regards
Nove:)
forget the excitement I felt that day.My sister told me that I am finally
accepted and that my major is English Literature. I didn't believe it till I
attended my first class.And that class was for Ms.Carol.She's an American
teacher with a master degree in English Litrature. I remember I was late,
sitting on the back chair with a big smile on my face, listening carefully
without much understanding.I remember how scared I was knowing
that I have no chance to speak Arabic with Ms.Carol in case I misstook
in English. I had to learn English well enough to at least have a desent
conversation with my teacher. What I mostly needed to learn, is to get
over the "Co, Co, Co, " part when I couldn't pronounce "complecated".
I'm on my third level and already giving advices about college, but I
think a year and a half is almost enough to educate you in "life".For example,
the problems I had even with the A+'s I get on each course, were not easy,
and I've learned alot from them .
During my first year, I struggled to heal my broken soul. My soul couldn't find
the peace that everyone seeks for.My grandmother was suffering in the
hospital while I was sitting in my home helplessly.I had to find away to
forgive myself
and admit that I'm only a human being, and that humen beings do suffer and
do get sick, and they are helpless.that year was a happy, interesting, and at
the same time a very sad year.My soul was finally healed when my
grandmother finally rested peacefully. After that I had to control over my
anger towards my father who is anything but a good father. I could not
let this anger get over me, it's either that or i'll be forever sad. Everytime
I think about the bad affect that bad people in my life caused it to me, I think
about the truly good ones who have a good empact on my life and just forget
everything.Now, I'm looking forward to have a healthy, peacefully, pure new
year in my life, and if ever look back, it will be with a soft smile and a huge
goodbuy.
*************************
this is a page of mine, I wrot it with no attempt to let anyone else read it too,
but I thought why not sharing? and didn't know other place to put it in other
than here.
feel free to comment
on because I'm not a native speaker and I could be wrong in the spelling,
grammar issue :rolleyes:
regards
Nove:)